Why does it feel like January is 999 days long? Is it just me or the last few days of the previous month long as hell? I’m convinced February is about to feel twice as long as January. But moving on, I’m glad that I survived the first two days of the “love month” and I’m now on the verge of ending the third day.
The week before today have been really draining to the point where I exhausted all my energy crying. So many things had happened and the upcoming days will change my life, seriously. Why is it that my “plot twist” happening too soon? Gonna share this story soon but not tonight. Promise, I will.
the last few chapters of Shaun David Hutchinson’s We Are The Ants. I first read this book in 2017, the second time feels like it was my first time reading this book. It feels the same. Still loving Henry and Diego’s character.
this blog for tonight. This is going to be my every-Sunday-night-story update.
to Robyn’s Missing U on her first solo album Honey. What I like about Robyn is her falsetto, she was like sighing and its acrobatic. The way her echoes in the vacuum between kickdrums, reaching blindly into “this empty space you left behind,” simply existing in loss. This realm is so eerie and empty it sounds post-apocalyptic, as synths interject like torturous memories, and the drums insist on their dull throb of grief, pushing home the devastating coda: “All the love you gave/It still defines me.” Obviously, it’s my favorite song on her album.
Albums on queue are Blood Orange’s Negro Swan, H.E.R.’s self-titled album, and Joji’s BALLADS 1. I’m into soulful music now and is currently diving into these great artists craft. Give credit where is due, as they say.
Honey by Robyn
Negro Swan by Blood Orange
H.E.R.’s self-titled album
BALLADS 1 by Joji
Shane Dawson’s part 1 of his first Conspiracy Theories series for this year. I can’t wait until Wednesday for him to upload the second part of the series.
of what’s going to happen in my life for the next coming week. As what I have said, it will definitely change me and my life. Also thinking about where am I going to spend my money. Should I buy a ticket for Troye Sivan’s Bloom Tour here in Manila this coming May or should I pay fully my dentist for my dental braces or buy a dslr. I don’t know.
freshly-changed linen. Every week I’m changing my bed sheets and pillowcases including my favorite longer-than-me-bolster-pillow that I got when I was 18.
for the days to move faster until that day.
that the upcoming days will be less emotional for me. Also hoping that everything will get better for me and my mum. I hated everyone this week.
micro-mini shorts and satin polo in silver. My sleep wear for the week I guess. Haha.
anxious and excited for the turn of events.
I really do hope that you are all having a peaceful Sunday! They say that life get’s better every single day. I’ll try to keep that in mind. But for now let me just enjoy listening to these amazing melancholic music. Good night and don’t let the bed bugs bite you.